I had three biopsies in total, on 3 new lumps, and will get the results in a week or so - more waiting. Robert is feeling devastated that it wasn't an abscess - I think, in retrospect, I knew it wasn't, but was trying to be hopeful about it.
Just knowing is easier than waiting to know, I find. I'm not feeling devastated about it all, more that I'm back at the beginning of the chemo round - hoping that whatever they give me will shrink the lumps, as the first batch of lumps were shrunken. It's all completely beyond my control, but I just have to hang on to the information that it doesn't appear to be in any of my major organs, and that makes it much more workable.
Not much else to say today. Unusual for me.
:o( Scary stuff... and I am sorry you are going through this, but you know so well that God is in charge and His plan is always exactly right, even when we don't understand it all.
ReplyDeleteKnow that we are praying for you. So glad you keep sharing what is going on with us, and we hope you will have peace in the waiting, the not knowing, and the knowing.
ReplyDeleteYet again I think of a friend who has gone through similar but is still with us 25 years later, so there is always hope.Thank you for being so inspirational, I will keep praying for you and look forward to your next post
ReplyDeleteThank you for your posts. Praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI had not logged onto your site for a while, and am so sorry that things are going in a difficult direction. You are a bright voice in the wilderness that is often modern medicine, but I am thinking of your Soul and the beautfiul wisdom you bring to your (and our) Journeys. Blessings, may the Wind be always at your back ...
ReplyDeleteI am hoping that these lumps will be shrunken and the cancer cells killed off. You are brave. Sorry to not have been around on the blogs. Life has been busy--and for the most part happy. Thinking of you and hoping for the best.
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