Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Roller Coaster Ride, con't.

Just a quick note to say that I saw a doctor at Cancer Care this morning, and had an urgent ultrasound this afternoon, and am now taking two kinds of antibiotic, as the doctor thought the lumps were the result of an infection, and or possible abscesses. She mentioned that on chemo, one is vulnerable to infections that someone with a fully functioning immune system can shake off easily.

We're praying that the news from the test will be that she's correct in her diagnosis, and that my new lumps are part of the infection.

She noticed, as I had not, that a lump I'd still had at my last appointment has now disappeared, and also, I'm gaining weight, both excellent signs.

I'm trying to let go of awfulising, projecting, and worrying, and just live in the moment and be grateful for all of my blessings. I'll keep you updated. Thanks to all of you who sent your best wishes to me, it's enormously comforting to receive them.


  1. I'm trying to live right there in the moment with you!

  2. That is good news and we are praying for you....may all lumps go away!!! Thankful you have a good Dr....

  3. Really hope things work out, I will continue to pray for you and that you can continue with your amazing messages. I can only guess what a really difficult test of living in the day and not doing the 'what if's' this is.

  4. I am praying for you, praying for healing, God's Peace, and courage. Your words mean so much to me.

  5. Glad for the good news. And that you are not projecting--like the term awfulising.